i wanted to upload pics very much. but lazy. tmr lor k :) hehes~
anyway. recently. alot of things happen in 2010. and i dont know how to handle it.
can i simply ignore it. well if i can i guess ystd i wont go find muru bro then.
i dont know. i seriously dont know. blur now.
but still, as i have said to db. sometimes, life is not much of choices.
and i am so sorry db. i last minute cancel outing. and end up go find jing ru and rachel. LOL~
meeting u on sunday ya . sunday. HAHA thanks for being patient with me.
and then. i can hear good news from you about... right?? :):)
"do i really sound like or look like i dont care about you all anymore. maybe yes i did it. i act it out. but deep inside, i am burning. i do care about you guys alot. just that i dont want to admit it. because some of you guys make me so disappointed and have no trust in you all anymore. i just want some privacy. u also hide yourself well for years. i hide for 3months. why cant i? i dont understand. i really dont. its a forever Question mark you left me with. the stress i have. as long as i am capable. i will be free then.
because till then. all you guys are loooking up to the greenns, bluuuess. reddss i am holding. right. thts reality.
i am back.""
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 8:01 AM
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 
at this moment. i am suppose to be sleeping. but i am not. u know why.
at this moment. i am suppose to be sleeping. but i am not. u know why.
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 10:54 AM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 
today went to do AIM. kenny help help. and the shirt look FAMILIAR LEH HOR MURU BRO!??? HAHAHA
i am a HAND PEN-ARTITST TODAY!~~ hehes.
i write++ draw on darren and kenny hand today. LOL. nice right ? :)
:i want nothing. i just want you to get out of my life. why is it so difficult.
i needed someone so much.right now. save me out of this land of his.::
nights ppl~ tmr is definitely a better day. :)
today went to do AIM. kenny help help. and the shirt look FAMILIAR LEH HOR MURU BRO!??? HAHAHA
i am a HAND PEN-ARTITST TODAY!~~ hehes.
i write++ draw on darren and kenny hand today. LOL. nice right ? :)
:i want nothing. i just want you to get out of my life. why is it so difficult.
i needed someone so much.right now. save me out of this land of his.::
nights ppl~ tmr is definitely a better day. :)
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 6:53 AM
Monday, January 4, 2010 
sunday. ate dinner
with sis. her bf and mum, after that play mahjong. WOO. at first lose. end up win. YEAH. win a movie ticket and eat at subway. LOL. :):)
then. today went out with jean and darren. was totaly hellss lotss of fun.
all of us like siao kias.
ESP. JEAN TAN. she dance using her head. VERY FUNNY. HAHA.
today she totally was so funny can. we all quiet. half way suddenly. she saw one *** jogging. then she "WOO,WOO.WOO~~!!!" then darren and me LAUGH out damn loud can. HAHA
bump into sec.schl friend LOUIS~ haha.
and she inheritss me sth. ACT CUTE. HAHA. damn funny. LOL
overall. FUN. look forward to tmr. :)
AND, i was thinking. whether will bump into him anot after school. guess wat. i really bump into him. yeah. haha and make him my SISter. haha. cool~ :):)
AND CAN YOU GUYS NOTICE MY MUM HAND? she is DOING the same hand sign as i alway did for my photo. so. I INHERIITT FROM HER ONE. AHAHa ~
"does it mean throwing away the toy can forget everything. if it does. why does it not apply to me. i am somehow still searching for it. even when i throw it away." tmr. tmr i will be alright . right~ :) i need a sleep,
nights ppl~
sunday. ate dinner
with sis. her bf and mum, after that play mahjong. WOO. at first lose. end up win. YEAH. win a movie ticket and eat at subway. LOL. :):)
then. today went out with jean and darren. was totaly hellss lotss of fun.
all of us like siao kias.
ESP. JEAN TAN. she dance using her head. VERY FUNNY. HAHA.
today she totally was so funny can. we all quiet. half way suddenly. she saw one *** jogging. then she "WOO,WOO.WOO~~!!!" then darren and me LAUGH out damn loud can. HAHA
bump into sec.schl friend LOUIS~ haha.
and she inheritss me sth. ACT CUTE. HAHA. damn funny. LOL
overall. FUN. look forward to tmr. :)
AND, i was thinking. whether will bump into him anot after school. guess wat. i really bump into him. yeah. haha and make him my SISter. haha. cool~ :):)
AND CAN YOU GUYS NOTICE MY MUM HAND? she is DOING the same hand sign as i alway did for my photo. so. I INHERIITT FROM HER ONE. AHAHa ~
"does it mean throwing away the toy can forget everything. if it does. why does it not apply to me. i am somehow still searching for it. even when i throw it away." tmr. tmr i will be alright . right~ :) i need a sleep,
nights ppl~
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 6:42 AM
Saturday, January 2, 2010 so long never been at home for long hours~ woo. miss it man. no restrictions. can do whatever i want. sing. dance. shout. HAHA~ learning the new korean dance.~ JQ JQ ah~ learn tgt leh. then dance at your house. LOL~ abracadabra. is a nice song . i like the girl with the hair cover one of her eyes. yeah. tmr school starts. no way man. wake up early. Eeeee... even though i dont really wanna go. i think its time for me to improve myself.
BY NOT BEING LATE.
AND NOT SKIPPING ANY LESSONS~ HA!
ps: judge me if you want to. but i will be judging you too. and look at me. i dont care. :) plus you. or without you. i dont need you.. :) its a matter of time.
many loves ppl~ hah. :)
man i am not that nice lah~. HAHAHA :):)
and my week is very occupied. monday go buy stuffs with jeanny. tuesday after school do project with kennnny. wednesday pris birthday party,. thursday meet DB. friday after school meet sis sis~ sat and sun. is ... .i think i will be damn tired till then~
hehes. at least can stay at home also fun. why. shhh... :) i miss my GFs~ go sing sing and get high again K! :)
BY NOT BEING LATE.
AND NOT SKIPPING ANY LESSONS~ HA!
ps: judge me if you want to. but i will be judging you too. and look at me. i dont care. :) plus you. or without you. i dont need you.. :) its a matter of time.
many loves ppl~ hah. :)
man i am not that nice lah~. HAHAHA :):)
and my week is very occupied. monday go buy stuffs with jeanny. tuesday after school do project with kennnny. wednesday pris birthday party,. thursday meet DB. friday after school meet sis sis~ sat and sun. is ... .i think i will be damn tired till then~
hehes. at least can stay at home also fun. why. shhh... :) i miss my GFs~ go sing sing and get high again K! :)
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 11:55 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010 
the 2 photos above shown you guys how i celebrate my last day of 2009~ :)
it was fun. ya of coz. they bluff me. and spray me like hell i end up go home need to wash 2-3 times hair!!
the 1111 photos was taken at airport. meeett up with darren, muru bro and jean. do what? PROJECTS LOR. but i never do. i was playing games. HAHA. coz darren was good enough to finish almost everything. HAHA...
and jean came back from beijing. bought us some gifts. thanks ya~ :)
many loves ppl~ school is going to START SOON! ~~
the 2 photos above shown you guys how i celebrate my last day of 2009~ :)
it was fun. ya of coz. they bluff me. and spray me like hell i end up go home need to wash 2-3 times hair!!
the 1111 photos was taken at airport. meeett up with darren, muru bro and jean. do what? PROJECTS LOR. but i never do. i was playing games. HAHA. coz darren was good enough to finish almost everything. HAHA...
and jean came back from beijing. bought us some gifts. thanks ya~ :)
many loves ppl~ school is going to START SOON! ~~
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 10:55 PM
Thursday, December 31, 2009 
as stated. i post them up. yeah~ by JQ hp~my group of gfs aka sec school friends plus one of them is rachel's mei. HAHA.
we have hell lots of fun as mention previously.
and i volunteer ENTHU_ to play basketball VS GUYS. GIRLS power leh~
end up. girls 2. guys 3.
of coz they win lah. we so long never play liao hor girls? LOL. jk-ing lah.
the guys are great,
u know how girls play basketball? HAHA. we laugh at one another, scream here and there. shout shout. LOL~ the guys?
keep quiet focus on game. HAHA
HAPPY NEW YEAR. will update on YSTD last day of 2009. what happen~ it was fun ya. :):)
as stated. i post them up. yeah~ by JQ hp~my group of gfs aka sec school friends plus one of them is rachel's mei. HAHA.
we have hell lots of fun as mention previously.
and i volunteer ENTHU_ to play basketball VS GUYS. GIRLS power leh~
end up. girls 2. guys 3.
of coz they win lah. we so long never play liao hor girls? LOL. jk-ing lah.
the guys are great,
u know how girls play basketball? HAHA. we laugh at one another, scream here and there. shout shout. LOL~ the guys?
keep quiet focus on game. HAHA
HAPPY NEW YEAR. will update on YSTD last day of 2009. what happen~ it was fun ya. :):)
you dont have to be beautiful to have confidence.
the true beauty comes from your heart : 9:24 PM